Tuesday, December 29, 2009

New Tags Made..

I know I already posted theses but here it goes..
These have been done for awhile and I am still filling requests for them. If you want to request one of the tag and also check out the other ones I am offering just follow the link above. Just click the title of the post. As always I have no limit on how many names, no expiration date, if your name is too long I will try to contact you and all that I do ask is some time to fill all the requests. Right now I am up to about 200 for each tag so it does take me awhile as I do not script my tags. Thanks for looking and if you have any questions just ask.

Been Busy.. and New Info..

Boy life really can get you.. LOL.. I have been busy and have not had the time to come and post. I am now just going threw all my emails and have been putting up some new information on my craft board. Head over there and check things out.. The link is in my side bar.

Monday, November 9, 2009

The letter was sent...

I have been wanting to write a letter to certain people and it was done today. I tried to write it when I was calm but it got me going as I was writing it. I do not expect them to understand were I am coming from but I want to know what they expect from me.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Felt like creating....

It is so nice to have a computer to play with now. I have been in the mood to make some tags... This is what I came up with.. Now I just gotta figure out were to offer them first. LOL I usually end up getting over 100 requests for them.. I guess I will start with right here. If you want a tag with your name on it just leave a comment below and tell me what tag you want. PSP Addict, Lady In Red or Always Sisters.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Gotta love our New England weather..

First I gotta say OMG it is a bit cold outside today!! They are saying rain with snow mixed in... Wasn't it just in the upper 70's the other day? Yes so gotta love our weather here in good old New England!!

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Yes a new computer..

Well it isn't mine but oh well something is better than nothing right. At least I get to sit here and blog for a bit. Everything is going fine so far. Had an awesome holiday with my sister and her family and oh yes a friend. Enjoyed every minute of it!! I got to see my little girl also.. ya she wanted to spend the weekend with daddy so she could go get candy but she has no school on Monday due to a teachers thing so I took her for the day. It was so nice to see her. I do miss her so much!! Sometimes I do not know how to answer her questions. She told me the other day that she isnt happy anymore like the way she used to be. That she sits at home with daddy and watches TV and is unhappy. I asked her why and she could not answer me.. well she wouldnt answer me because he did not want to get me upset. I asked her if it was because she missed me and Chris, she just shook her head yes. I told her it was ok for her to miss us and we are just a phone call away. She then said well sometimes it is late at night and I can not call you, so I told her when we go out and buy her the dream journal that she can write us letters in there and when she comes over to visit I will read them. I told her when mommy writes in her journal it makes me feel better. She eyes opened wide and was happy with that. It has been a bit over year since she has been living with her father and I do not think it turned out the way she thought. Daddy does spend more time with her, but the sounds of it she also spends more time with aunt, uncle and there children and another aunt. My ex wasn't to much of a full time parent like I was, but I think that is a mother thing, but I know he is trying her best. It has been hard sometimes to let her go after raising her for 9 years, but I keep telling myself it is her fathers turn to have her now....We went out before I brought her home and got her the dream/missing journal and she was so happy. She hates going back home because she doesn't want to leave me, but she knows she will see me again.

Monday, October 12, 2009

Another day at the flea market...

Spent another day with my sis at the flea market. I did not sell anything but that is ok I got some book marks done. I just love sitting there working on my crafts and meeting new people. I tried to do a one card reading but because of my issues at home I just could not. I am sooo blocked!! So I just focused on making things and fixing our displays. We gotta take a picture of our spot , it is looking better every week!!
I just made some bathsalts and my sis charged them and now it is time to decide on who to package them. Have to see what I can afford right now as money is really tight!! Wish I did sell at least a candle or two to make some money...but it will happen when it happens.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

What is a padiddle??

Ok this goes back to a few weeks ago when me and someone was sitting in a car and they yell out..."Padiddle" I was like WTF is that!! He then said it was game they used to play back in New York when he grew up. I was like ok what the hell does it mean. He said it was when the car has one head light out. If you follow the link you will see what Wikipedia say about it. OMG I can not believe that he was telling me the truth!! I could not stop laughing when I read some of the rules.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

It is time to put on my thinking cap......

Now I that I and have said things to a certain someone it is time for my thinking cap to be on very tight. I have so many things to think about and figure out what the hell I am going to do. I just hope it is peaceful here.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Now these is fire!!!

I did not think it would have taken this quick but now there are flames coming out of that tower and it is ready to burn to the ground. I stand here and will watch it burn this time. Burn down to nothing. No water, no one coming to the rescue. Burn baby burn.

Saturday, September 26, 2009


Guess I will never learn will I.....Just so disappointed in someone again tonight. They said they would do something for me and stupid me counted on them.. OH well I guess I will just do it myself. They will come and complain that I do not count on them...I wish they would sit and think about it before saying it to me. I guess that is a fault of mine.. I believe what people will say what they will do for me.

HUNZA DIET BREAD RECIPE......Lammas Bread ........Noodles in Faery Butter

Hunza Diet Bread is a delicious, dense, chewy bread that's very nutritious and is almost impervious to spoilage. The following recipe makes a huge batch of approximately 60 (sixty) 2 inch squares, high in protein, vitamins and minerals.

Keeps weeks at room temperature, even longer in the fridge and indefinitely in the freezer.

The recipe for this wonderful bread is as follows: -
* 4 cups of water
* 3.5 (three & one half) to 4 pounds of natural buckwheat or millet
* 1.5 (one & one half) cups of canola oil
* 1.5 (one & one half) cups of natural unrefined sugar
* 16 ounces of honey
* 16 ounces of molasses
* 4 ounces of powdered soya milk (half cup)
* 1 teaspoon sea salt
* 1 teaspoon cinnamon
* 1 teaspoon ground nutmeg
* 2 teaspoons baking powder (non aluminium)

Hunza Diet Bread has a taste that is very satisfying and chewy all on its own, but you may also add if required, apricots, raisins, chopped walnuts, almonds, sliced dates to the above ingredients. Mix ingredients. Grease and lightly flour cooking pan(s). Ideally use baking trays with about 1 inch high sides. Pour batter in pan(s) half an inch thick over the base. Bake at
About 300 degrees farenheit (150 C.) for 1 hour. After cooking, dry the bread in the oven for two (2) hours at a very low heat - 90 degrees farenheit (50 C). After it is cooled tip out and cut into approx 2 inch x2 inch squares. Store it wrapped in cloth in a container. You may need to repeat the baking depending on the size of your baking pan, and oven, until all the mixture has been used.

Hunza Diet Bread is made from natural buckwheat or millet flour. It is rich in phosphorous, potassium, iron, calcium, manganese and other minerals, as nothing has been destroyed in the preparation from the wheat. Thus it contains the essential nourishment of the grain. This is why you must ONLY use natural buckwheat or millet flour to make your own Hunza Diet
Bread... Good luck and good health .. Bon appetite :-)

Suggestions to lose weight with HUNZA DIET BREAD:
There are many ways to do it. This is another benefit. It's flexible. Here are some typical plans. Each piece of bread is thinly spread with butter for a total of approximately 100 calories.

Plan A: Eat 1 piece every 5 hours of the 16 hours you're awake. That's 3 pieces which total 300 calories. This is the fastest way to lose weight I know of. It works faster than any high protein diet. Why? You have more energy and burn more calories. Second, the high fiber bread keeps your digestive system regular. Third, your body stays healthy. A healthy body
Means a properly functioning metabolic system.

Plan B: Really gorge yourself with the bread. Two pieces every four hours for a total of 8 pieces but only 800 calories. You'll feel full all day. In fact, I doubt many people could eat this much of the bread.

Plan C: Eat a piece in the morning for breakfast and a piece 3 hours before your dinner and you will eat a great deal less.

Plan D: Eat a piece of HUNZA DIET BREAD, 10 minutes before you eat your regular meal. When we do this we eat only a fraction, such as 1/4 of what we would normally eat. If we wait longer than 10 minutes we don't want to eat at all.

Plan E: Eat the bread at the end of meals that don't fill you up enough, such as low calorie meals. This is a perfect way to use the bread. You eat a low calorie meal, enjoy it, then eat a piece or two of bread to fill you up. Perfect! No suffering and no urge to snack.

Plan F: Alternate Plan A, B, C, D. We recommend an alternation of the plans, but some people who just want to get the weight off as soon as possible will use Plan A exclusively.

Lammas Bread

2 cups whole wheat flour
2 cups bread flour, plus more if needed
1/4 cup toasted sesame seeds
2 tablespoons active dry yeast
2 1/2 teaspoons salt
2 cups milk, scalded
3 tablespoons smooth peanut butter
3 tablespoons honey
Mix all the dry ingredients in a large bowl. Add the peanut butter and the
honey to the hot milk and stir to combine. Cool milk mix until it reaches
115ºF. Stir milk mix into flour mix. Knead for 15 minutes, adding more flour
if necessary to make a smooth, elastic dough. Oil the dough's surface, then
cover with plastic or a damp towel. Let it rise in a warm spot until double.
Punch down, then shape into 2 rectangle loaves or one large wreath. Let rise
again until doubled. Bake at 375ºF until golden; it should make a hollow
sound when tapped.
Yield: 1 large or 2 regular-sized loaves
Source: Stern, The Fairy Party Book
Use for: Lughnasadh

Noodles in Faery Butter
4 hard-boiled egg yolks
1/2 cup sugar
1/2 cup sweet butter, softened
1 teaspoon dried thyme
1 teaspoon dried sweet basil
2 tablespoons orange flower water (optional)
1 pound noodles, cooked
Beat egg yolks, sugar, butter, thyme, basil, and orange water in bowl until
smooth. Mix enough of the butter with hot noodles to coat noodles with
golden-yellow color.
Yield: 8 servings
Source: Telesco, A Kitchen Witch's Cookbook
Use for: Lughnasadh

Attention all Kitchen Witches...

I belong to a group that shares recipes for Kitchen Witches and I thought I would share them with all of you. I was going top to post them here but the recipes are growing very long so I decided to put a link to a craft board I own and post them under the Kitchen Witch forum. Please stop on by and check out all the recipes and other ideas for your magical needs. Please feel free to leave comments here or there and tell me if you made anything and how did you like them. Just follow the link to the right side of my blog. The board is called The Craft Nook....
Here are the recipes I added today...

Lammas Bread
Noodles in Faery Butter
Lammas Picnic Calzones
Corn Pudding
Sparkling Strawberries
Chicken Piccata Dinner
Zucchini Bread
Baked Eggs with Mushrooms
First Harvest Morning Muffins (for Lammas)
BAKER'S® ONE BOWL Spider Web Brownies
Barm Brack
Lammas Loaf
Honey Cookies (or Sabbat Cakes)!
Lavender and Lemon Sugar Cookies
First Harvest Morning Muffins (for Lammas)
Rose Petal Wine
and many more..

I see smoke coming from the tower..

LOL... Confused? Well here is an explanation for it. Last week my sister did a tarot card reading for me and yes I got the tower card just in the right spot. We all know what that means. I knew it was going to be there among all my sword cards. I was not shocked to see so many of those cards in my spread because I know how I have been feeling and what is going on in my home. See I live with a person who is very negative and does not like what I practice or believe in. We clash on almost every aspect of our lives. It has been a very long and hard path for me to follow but I am trying so hard and feel that there is nothing more I can give. Nothing more I can do to try to show this person my side. They will never see it because they have not been were I have and does not understand, but that is ok with me now. Before it wasn't I wanted them to understand everything so bad. All that did was backfire in my face and create havoc in our home. I am so tired of fighting about things that I am now going with the flow and only speaking up when I feel the need to.
We clash on so many aspects of our lives that I do not think that we will ever come to a compromise. I always feel that I am the one who gives the most up and they do not. Could just be me do not know. There is the potential there because I have seen it but only for awhile and the poof back to there own ways. I understand that they have there own issues but you gotta pick yourself up and work threw them and learn...not just stay in the loop. I just feel drained again and I have told myself that I will not fall into the same loop with them again and again.
The one amusing thing that did catch my eye in the cards what this younger man...LOL I so know who that card could be if things went the way the cards said....and the card was right it would bring me happiness but I sooooooooooo do not want to open that can of worms.... So for right now I just do what I gotta do to make the time pass and set my mind at reast.

Friday, September 25, 2009

Working on my crafts again..

Hmm it is so nice to actually getting back into doing this again.. Thanks sis for asking me to help you out. This will keep me busy and NOT get into to much trouble..LOL

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Why keep them around?

A certain someone keeps asking me why I still talk to certain people. I keep telling them the same thing over and over again but they just do not understand. They are friends to me but I know there faults and I know what I can and can not count on them to do. Sometimes they are easy to talk to while other days it is all about them. Sometimes it is just nice to chat with them to remind me why I stopped hanging around with them or doing things with them. LOL...

A Scary Look In The Mirror...

The other week I got a very scary (to me) look in the mirror!! Everyone says that your children get a part of you and man oh man did I see that in full action during our fund raiser. My son who I love so dearly showed me just how much MY SON is truly is!! We butted heads so much that week and man I saw a side of him that I have not seen in a very long time. There were times when I could not handle him and he made a big deal out of something so small. I kept telling him just go with the flow and do not worry about it, but that did not help. We even made a joke about him being like someone we know. A mini person of them...but what someone so lovingly pointed out to me later that day is that my son was acting just the same way I do!! I have to admit it was hard to hear but it sure sank in. I told this person that I could not handle or be around my son when he was acting like that and again it was pointed out to me that is what happens when I get into that mode. I spent the rest of the night and even now in a restless sleep thinking about it. I just can not get this off my mind!! I so hate that part of myself right now and I need to change it. I asked someone how the hell can they stand being around me when I am like that or even now knowing that I am like that. I feel so deep inside that I need to change this part of me but I am not sure if I can. The person who I asked says they do not want me to change it, but I feel like I have to. I do not like this part of me and it does cause stress in my life at certain points.
I have had a few people who I call friends point the same thing out to me and then they try to tell me how to handle things before I get like my son did. NOW all that has hit me hard and sank into my head. So now I sit here and everyday trying to figure out how to change something I probably learned as a child so I can feel better.
For my son.. well....... guess that is up to him..

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Man am I tired!!

Ok we just got back from the PGA thing and boy are we tired!! We had a blast and I will write about it hopefully tomorrow when I am not so dam tired!!
Came home to a stink apartment because someone forgot to take out the trash.. peeeeeeeeuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...and then a lot of messages.
Sometimes I wish I didn't pick up the phone and listen
to them!! I hate when a certain someone calls. I DO NOT want to hear there voice on OUR HOUSE PHONE!! He has a cell phone now so call him on that that so I won't hear you!! I don't let a certain call OUR house phone. Sorry but this person stepped over my line and I still am having issues with them!!

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Anyone for golf??

Well yesterday was my first day to work our PGA golf tournament fundraiser. First I have to say that this was a last minute to make some quick cash for the crew and that should have been my first warning!! It has been nothing but headaches with this. The big problem is that I am the only adult that could help out and get certain people to the places they need. So I had to try to rearrange my life to do this. I also was the one who got another adult to help out and now he is rearranging his life to do this also. I am so trying to keep thinking it is for the kids and they will benefit from this but at what cost to me. Fighting with the family about certain things just isnt my cup of tea. I am so ready to just throw my hands up and give up!! To much dam stress over this. I am only one person and I can not do everything. They are other adults in this group and they are going to have to start stepping up. I feel bad for the kids but I have been doing this for awhile now. My "job" is to sit and advise the group not to run it that is up to the boys and girls. I can not look at things the same way I did before. I have to make sure this doesn't come in between me and my family. Just like someone else post I read it isn't worth it!!

The event itself is awesome don't get me wrong. I would do it everyday if I could. I have meet some really cool people who also are working there. Everyone is laid back and that is good. Hey I also even got to watch a few of the pro players practices on one of the holes. All in all it is a cool thing to be apart of. I had to work today so I did not go but will be there for the rest of the week and labor day. Tiger Woods was there in the morning to practice for a bit and I heard he was going to be there today. I think today started the actual tournament so the next few days will be real busy.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Merchandise Merchandies merchandise....

Well today is Tuesday and what does that mean?? Release date for work!! yaaa... The much waited for Guitar Hero 5 game came out today for all platforms. Guitar Hero 5 Bundle pack for all platforms. Jumpstart Pet Rescue for the Wii. Soulcalibur:Broken Destiny for PSP. Section 8 for the XBOX 360 and PC. Raven Squad: Hidden Dagger for the XBOX 360 and PC. Bioshock for the PS3. I know that my stores did not get all of these because of some shipping problem but that is the company not me. Things went smooth at work today. I always dreed going to one store because someone there gives me a hard time. I am learning how to handle them but sometimes it just burns me!! I just do not understand why it is so hard for them to just let me walk in there set my MODS and do my job. My first store I do not have a problem. They like the fact I help out because it helps them out!! I walk in there and once they see me they hand me the paperwork and keys and off I go. My buddy wasnt working the first store today.. hope he is ok.. I know he has a health issue. I love working with them!! Makes my job so much easier and we come up with some great ideas together. I don't mind back him up on things because he appreates it unlike others in my work. It was quite today. I would have to say maybe about 25 changes all together. Actually got done early at the first store but the same PS3 gave me a hard time...grrrrrrrr need another tool to get into it. Today was the first day of our XBOX take over. Not to bad... I already knew some things about the XBOX because my son has it but I still had to do my training.. Oh Joy!! My second store today was good because someone was not there today. Made my job alot easier!! I usally work with certain people and again they like it when I help out. I was told I had to work my alloted time and that is just what I did. I did my regular and worked on helping others out. Nothing to exciting happened.

Hey if any of you out there in web land have played the games please let me know. I wish I could say I have the money to buy each one and play it but I do not. When people ask me about the game I like to give them some information. Hmmmm wonder if I should become a gamer now..LOL

Monday, August 31, 2009

Just a new place....

I gotta give kudos to a good friend who gave me this place.. hehe oh man now I have a new place to spill all.. Yaaa.. hmmmmmmmmmm lets see how much trouble I can get myself in into here.. There are certain people out there that DO NOT like the fact that I blog about my life but I really do not care!! Here is to freedom of speech!!