4. How do I feel when considering the prospect of my own or any loved ones’ death? Am I afraid to die? Do I feel abandoned by the death or loss of loved ones? Can I express my anger and grief, and allow myself to mourn?
I can say that it used to bother me a lot but again my views have changed and I see death as a good thing. You must die before you are reborn again. We can not stop the process it is natures way. Yes I will miss them because they are no here with me but I know I can talk to them when ever I need to threw other means. I used to be afraid to die now it is different. Yes I did worry more when my children were younger. I would worry about who would take care of them, but we have such a loving family that I do not worry anymore. Now I am not afraid. When my time comes it comes. No I do not feel that I have been abandoned. It was their time to go from this place and to move onto something better. Their human body has died NOT them. Yes I can allow myself to mourn. I have already. I have lost both my sets of grandparents and I have to say it didn't bother me as much as I thought it would. I was close to one of them more than the other two and yes I had my mourning period but I knew she was still around me.